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DISAPPOINTMENT

I'm indeed very disappointed.somebody is nagging.my results are horrible.i studied.i failed.i've not work hard enough...to score well.i flunk my combined humans and add maths.and that's the combined marks for my whole year.imagine i bad i did for end of year examinations.i just managed to pass my art and chinese..among 7 subjects.isn't that so terrible.he started saying that i spent too much time watching television...and the worse thing is..he said i've SPENT TOO MUCT TIME ON BADMINTON!fine i admit it.but i will not stop or quit,it's IMPOSSIBLE.we are left with a few months to the tournament.and after that we do not have to train and can concentrate on o lvls.he asked what's the reason i fail add maths and combined humans.he said that geography and social studies are study subjects,this showed that u did not study.and add maths,why is it the others can do it,u can't?why is it they can score well in maths,you can't?

...what exactly is the problem with me...i'm feeling rather lousy..luckily grandma made me felt better..she called to talk for a little while and ask for my results.and the things that she said really made my mood change at that moment.=)though it might sound nothing special ,but it made a difference to me.she encouraged me!which my parents don't really.coz i told her my ss is some sort like history,so she told me to read newspapers other than textbooks.

o lvl chinese is on next wednesday.and after that i have to really work hard and buck up my add maths coz i got to take a test on one of the days during the december december holidays.then 5 days of camp..so long..i don't feel like going..but my parents wanted me to go..=\

i'm going crazy

frankly speaking,i am only interested and excited about badminton camp=)where all my good friends are there..i know the people there.and i know for sure that i'm going to have fun there!i dislike any other camps except for my badminton camp.

Simplicity`8:15 PM.

no guts

do not avoid it

face it

feeling lousy

so sry ppl

irresponsible

thanks milly!for the cheese tarts!so tasty!i ate a lot=X

thanks nani for walking me to the bus stop=)

thanks sa for ur beautiful vocal,trust me,you will definitely get in=>

thank you people..even for the smallest thing u do THANK YOU!

i just can't stop if i were to thank every single person.

all this while,friends are there for me,help me.they are important.

when i am feeling helpless,i got a listening ear,someone who concern.

once.7 years of friendship,but sadly.it kinda ended off on the 5th year.

who to blame?i've no idea too.it just disappeared,nothing could be done.

4 years had passed which lightened up my life.no matters how many times i called for your help,

you never fail to lend me a listening ear and gave me advices.

be it my grumbles,childishness or ignorance.i learnt a lot from you and really cherish the friendship we are having.

we had gone this far and had both grown up.

meanwhile,i met more,wonderful people.you met yours too.
do we have much to talk about now?u dislike badminton,i'm not sure if it's the people in our team or some other reasons.
so we promised not to mention anything about it anymore.i hope its not that i am too sensitive,

but i just feels that we had drifted apart?i shall say this is not the first time i'm feeling this way.

i would like to do something to it but do not know what to do.bothered.

u seems happier with your friends and closer to them.

Simplicity`3:31 AM.

finally~~we're done!=))frankly speaking..sa did most of the job..hehex=P