DISAPPOINTMENT

I'm indeed very disappointed.somebody is nagging.my results are horrible.i studied.i failed.i've not work hard enough...to score well.i flunk my combined humans and add maths.and that's the combined marks for my whole year.imagine i bad i did for end of year examinations.i just managed to pass my art and chinese..among 7 subjects.isn't that so terrible.he started saying that i spent too much time watching television...and the worse thing is..he said i've SPENT TOO MUCT TIME ON BADMINTON!fine i admit it.but i will not stop or quit,it's IMPOSSIBLE.we are left with a few months to the tournament.and after that we do not have to train and can concentrate on o lvls.he asked what's the reason i fail add maths and combined humans.he said that geography and social studies are study subjects,this showed that u did not study.and add maths,why is it the others can do it,u can't?why is it they can score well in maths,you can't?
...what exactly is the problem with me...i'm feeling rather lousy..luckily grandma made me felt better..she called to talk for a little while and ask for my results.and the things that she said really made my mood change at that moment.=)though it might sound nothing special ,but it made a difference to me.she encouraged me!which my parents don't really.coz i told her my ss is some sort like history,so she told me to read newspapers other than textbooks.
o lvl chinese is on next wednesday.and after that i have to really work hard and buck up my add maths coz i got to take a test on one of the days during the december december holidays.then 5 days of camp..so long..i don't feel like going..but my parents wanted me to go..=\
i'm going crazy
frankly speaking,i am only interested and excited about badminton camp=)where all my good friends are there..i know the people there.and i know for sure that i'm going to have fun there!i dislike any other camps except for my badminton camp.
Simplicity`8:15 PM.